Monday, October 30, 2006

Funny Little Movie!

Tuesday, October 24, 2006

Insane

I wish it didn't hurt so much... i don't even where the pain is coming from...

There are days in which I wish I were a leaf and the wind would carry me away. And I would see the seas, and the lands, and the people, and laughs, cries, hopes, deceptions, love, dis-love, wishes, dreams, people coming and going.... life.

I wish the wind would take me with him and, for being carried for so long, I would become wind, too.


This pain will go away. One day it will. The uncertainty is sometimes sweet, and sometimes bitter. I'm a gambler. I gamble with my life. High bets. Hope I don't lose in the end. I'm glad the only one to gamble with me is God. He is a nice guy. I hope I have time to make it up for my mistakes. I don't know what I'm saying anymore...

Monday, October 02, 2006

Another Autumn


After this long winter of lack of time to write here, spring has come again! Here I am, writing once again....obviously that was a metaphore, in case one couldn't get it. I'm getting used to people not understanding my sarcasm.... it sucks sometimes, but what can I do? Linguistic barriers.

Well, it seems like there is some hope for my caterpillar! Butterflies have showed up and flown around . That's good. I don't know if this is the right season for them, but there were some around. Butterflies are always good. I just get a little worried when they show up in the wrong season...

Autumn is over again... one more year has passed. My second autumn in the US.

The maple trees have already started changing their colors. It's a beautiful season. I know that in CA you can't really see the changing of colors, but even so, there are a few trees that have their colors changed and my heart melts on them.

The days are becoming shorter now.

The mornings are cold again.

Late night it gets cold now.

And we have very warm days.

But nothing is more beautiful than the sunlight in the afternoon over the orange-reddish color of the maple trees leaves...

It gives me a sensation of continuity, of the cycle of Life. It doesn't matter what is going on on my life, good or bad: Life just goes on, and the trees keep changing their colors, the sun sets earlier and the colors of fall are back. The Cycle of Life. It's beautiful, peaceful and gives me a sense of eternity.